you fell asleep an hour ago, and i've been trying to do my homework, but i can't, when you're on my mind, all the time. i've been listening to this one song by nevershoutnever that reminds me of you,

"i know that you think of me sometimes,

because all i do is think of you at night.

i know it make take a little time,

for you to see, you are the love of my life"

it's those times you call me perfect, or cute, that get me smiling so big. i have the biggest goosebumps from just thinking about kisssing you, and i just can't wait.

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this is going to be scrambled up, i'm gonna write more and more as i take breaks from my homework, its late and i cant think clear. my aim just blinked, and i froze, and prayed it was you being all "i can't sleep" it's abbie, saying she went shopping for us. ...when we shop, we shop for both of us, even if were not together. we share clothes. anyways, i just looked at my wrist and your bracelet isnt there. i left it in the shower. -_- i hate when i dont have it on. i hate it os much, it makes me sick. i forgot to get it out of the shower monday, and i went to schol without it, and i was on the way to school and i was like "dad wait..im forgetting something" i couldnt figure out what it was, so i said fuck it. i felt naked without it, i usually play with it, stare at it, and just think about you. that's all i ever do, anymore, think about you.

alex, i can't wait till the day i get to marry you. i can't wait till the day i get to live with you, be with you all day, and sleep with you at night, wake up, and have you, still there. that's all i ever want. to always have you around. always always. i can't stay away from you, i can't not be with you. i told rachel that i wouldnt know what i'd do with myself if we ever broke up. i'd harm myself, and honestly, if we ever break up, i'd go so far with hurting myself, i doubt i'd see day light for much longer.

i need you. i need to have you, always. i need you to tell me you love me all the time. my body aches for you, when you're not around, and all i could think about are those last couple kisses and hugs.

i went to my grandparents today, and my grandma goes "y daniela, como estan los enamorados" i lolllllllled, and said good.

i hate this. i hate that youre asleep, im 1/4 done with my homework, and its barely late. i want to call you till you wake up, but i'd hate to do that to you. you need your sleep. i know how tired you are.

Dani became a fan of I love it when in the middle of our kiss I can feel you smiling.

that gave me the biggest butterflies, because we always do that.

there's all these "Valentine's pointless" statuses, and they just reminded me more and more, of how much i love being tied down to you. i wouldnt want it any other way. i want you. just you. i'll never want any other. i promise.

i'm saying fuck it to my homework, and going to sleep.

because it's the only way to speed up time, so that i could talk to you.

i love you, alex, more than life itself. i love you more than i've loved anyone. i'll always love you, more than you or anyone could imagine. you are my life, " and a little more" goodnight, baby. i hope i started off your day well.