daniwoodsie: i hate being grounded. i miss seeing him every friday. my pillows are black from all my mascara from crying. ive even started crying in front of my parents about it, like i stopped getting shy about him.
scene duck: ugh, but that's good though. so they understand at least a little more. like they need to stop thinking their way, and face reality. Because the reality is you're going to fall inlove, you're not going to stop, you need to be with him, and there isn't anything they can do about it.
daniwoodsie: i know, /: they really dont understand how much i love him. my mom just went "ask him to go bowling with us today or to dinner today and if he says no then he doesnt want to eb with you" if elt like punching her face, punchign a wall, screaming nad just falling to the floor and crying. i hate it. i fucking hate it. and hes started getting quiter. being all down. bummed. he cuts the phone conversations short. he takes forever to reply. he gets cute rarely, and i just feel bad. he has to miss me and its all my fault. its been a month. thats not fucking normal. i jsut dont know what to do.
scene duck: /: Maybe you should invite him to the bowling thing. Like I know it's your parents, but trust me, my mom takes Kevin and I everywhere and shit, it makes it a little better. And at least you can be with him, and then go run off somewhere when you guys go somewhere. I think you guys just need to be together again, to make it more normal again.
daniwoodsie: yeahyeah, thats all it takes. but the bowling thing is with my WHOLE family since it's my brother's birthday. im just so down. i havent been happy in so long. we havent been good good in forever and im just drained from it all. each day is the same, cept it gets a little bit harder and harder. i cry 5+ every single day and im just tired -_- if he cant go, come bowling to dolphin with me?
scene duck: ugh, but that's good though. so they understand at least a little more. like they need to stop thinking their way, and face reality. Because the reality is you're going to fall inlove, you're not going to stop, you need to be with him, and there isn't anything they can do about it.
daniwoodsie: i know, /: they really dont understand how much i love him. my mom just went "ask him to go bowling with us today or to dinner today and if he says no then he doesnt want to eb with you" if elt like punching her face, punchign a wall, screaming nad just falling to the floor and crying. i hate it. i fucking hate it. and hes started getting quiter. being all down. bummed. he cuts the phone conversations short. he takes forever to reply. he gets cute rarely, and i just feel bad. he has to miss me and its all my fault. its been a month. thats not fucking normal. i jsut dont know what to do.
scene duck: /: Maybe you should invite him to the bowling thing. Like I know it's your parents, but trust me, my mom takes Kevin and I everywhere and shit, it makes it a little better. And at least you can be with him, and then go run off somewhere when you guys go somewhere. I think you guys just need to be together again, to make it more normal again.
daniwoodsie: yeahyeah, thats all it takes. but the bowling thing is with my WHOLE family since it's my brother's birthday. im just so down. i havent been happy in so long. we havent been good good in forever and im just drained from it all. each day is the same, cept it gets a little bit harder and harder. i cry 5+ every single day and im just tired -_- if he cant go, come bowling to dolphin with me?
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