Time's flown by since my last post and i can easily say, i've fallen more and more in love. I've grown happier and my life has been a breeze. I hate sleeping, because my dreams arent as good as my realities are. I hate sleeping, because i'm not able to talk to him. I have a reason to wake up for. I have a reason to smile. My friends are my life. They make me laugh till i cry, smile till my face hurts and cry, when they're down. Finally, everything's going right. everything's been perfect for a while now, and i'm not used to it. I'm used to being happy for a little bit, and then something happening. Something always happens. I get grounded. Get in trouble at school. Boyfriend dumps me or i dump them, i get into a fight with a friend. SomethingSomething, its always something new. I get along with my mom. I'm fighting with my dad and i miss joao, But that shit doesnt matter to me. HAHAHAH i aint smoke nutttin, but i feel so high, and i know why ;) god, i love that song. Azmae's bitching because she's not in this, and god knows i wanna kill a bitch, her being the bitch. I LOVE YOU AZMAE YOURE MY BIFFLE YOU CAN STFU NOW.