my friend called me and told me about your blog, the one that said my name in it. she asked if it was about me and i said probably. here's how i feel about you, at this very moment;
i dont care. i know in time you'll forgive me for whatever it was that i did. you have to. if you do not, you are not human. humans grow, learn and forgive. if you dont, i will live. i will survive. it wont tear me down and leave me with nothing but tears, like it did before. you dont have that big of an influence on me, anymore. we've both moved on from this world we'd call roleplay and you have a girlfriend and im getting serious with this one guy. we have bigger and better things to look to, but its always good to look back at the place you call home. the place who built your character and taught you how to love. it'd be good to have you there. when i need someone. when i cant stand my real life. when i want to just take a break and run to someone. it'd be good to have each other there. i'm not asking for no love shit. i like alex so much, i cant even look at anyone else like that. its not in me to do so. you always encouraged me to be happy. i'll always need that, that, i will admit.
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